My blog has never been dead than ever. Thanks to midterms I had no choice but to neglect my blog. The good news is, IT'S OVER!!! To me though. We still have Chinese paper to sit tomorrow but whatever, midterms is literally over for me!
:D WOOTS!
Every breath I take smells like FREEDOM. But still, I have to go to my ah gor's place for add maths classes during school break. Sigh, this is MISERABLE. And I thought I could watch all seasons of Gossip Girl, Pretty Little Liars, GLEE, etc etc. Not to mention the books that has been rotting in my shelf
D:
Lemme tell you something about midterms. I was sick on a Sunday and was absent on Monday and it's ADD MATHS paper that I'm suppose to sit. Well frankly, I'm kinda glad that I fell sick. I mean, I don't have to go to school and prove to myself that I'm plain dumb I can't even answer an add maths question. I just don't think that it would make any difference if I tried to answer. I still won't get more than 2 marks anyway
D: But part of me felt guilty and damn, my dad knows me like nobody else. He knows I wouldn't just
not go to school. Especially during exams. Yea, he suspected, and I doubt he has no clue
._.
The thought of being happy for getting a fever didn't last long though. It's Biology the next day and I had no strength at all to even open my eyes. I can guarantee that there will be NO
A or
A- or a
B+ for Biology this time. I was so devastated that day. Not to brag,
really but the lowest grade that I've got for Biology is
B+. All the questions were INSANELY crazy and I can't seem to answer them. This is beyond ridiculous
D: I convinced myself that this is just a teeny weeny test. I mean, we still have trials and the fatal SPM right?
:D That doesn't sound right.. moving on!
After Biology, I actually planned to not show up on Wednesday cz it's Biology and Chemistry Paper3. I already knew I'm gonna flunk Biology so whatever. Screw it. But Chemistry! I failed Chemistry the last exam -it was my first time- and I can't afford to fail again. Funny thing how things didn't turned out as bad as I expected
:D Chemistry was.. OKAY to be honest! And I can answer almost every question that day. The circling part was fine. Structure, not so bad I suppose. And regarding the essay questions..I think I did pretty good
:D There will definitely be no A for Chemistry but, I don't think I'll fail this time!
#YAYME
Life goes on no matter how happy or sad you are. Fact is I'm gonna get no marks at all for Add Maths this time. But I'm gonna do whatever it takes to do better next time. I wanna freaking PASS! Like for God's sake, that's the least I have to do. I have to HAVE TO have to pass add maths!
Black Thursday is just around the corner and I have no doubt that I'll be punished by Pn.Chin for leaving a few blank pages in Maths paper. I'm gonna be running the school field, gasping for air while my lungs burn just because of that few blank pages. It's not like I did
it on purpose anyway! D: Well I kinda did actually, only because I have no idea what it's saying. So yea :/ Our Maths teacher will be burning our class down. We need your prayer.
Toodles :)